I’ve been thinking about my future.
Right now, I have no idea where I am headed.
I am somewhat dis-satisfied where I am now, this much I know has been evident through the blogs I have written lately; obvious enough that more than a couple of you have picked up on that. If you could pray for me, I would be much appreciative.
I am thinking I will take a few days just to fast and pray… go somewhere out of the way where I won’t be interrupted by people, and examine my heart. Here, there isn’t much room to do it, even in the prayer room.
What are the main things I need to consider?
Where is God leading me in the ministry I am currently associated, for the remaining months I am here (or am I even supposed to stay any longer)? What recurring issues and attitudes continually sneak up on me that need to be addressed? What sort of a future am I preparing myself for? Do I choose one passion to pursue or try and balance them all, or only a few of them? What are my real passions?
Why am I here?
I assume these are normal questions to be asking for someone of my age.
Why are these questions coming up now? I think it’s probably a combination of my circumstances and the things that are immediately ahead for me, things that I am not fond of considering. The very fact I am so opposed to those things makes me want to examine my heart to see what’s going on.
Anyhow… if you want more detail… email me! If you are willing, please do remember to pray for me, I have no doubts whatsoever about the efficacy of prayer.
